Workin on It

So I have started my lessons with Christina.  Sebastian really has changed!  He is doin so good!  Our first lesson was just a walk lesson to get used to each other again and so I can start learnin the little cues that Christina taught to Sebastian.  Our second lesson we started incorporatin the cues at the walk into the trot and worked on the new cues for the walk to trot and trot to walk transitions.  He did REALLY good and was very responsive and we connected real easy in that lesson.  Our third lesson however did not go so good.  I had a brick wall up between me and Sebastian from the beginnin and as I got on and rode he felt it and I knew he felt it and we, well I, started spiralling.  Christina got on him and I realized that he was doin absolutely nothin wrong.  It was all me.  From there the ridin lesson turned into more of a therapy session.  Next lesson will be better thanks to Christina.  It's time to leave behind the negatives behind and work towards a gain.  Thats what I will do from now on!